Creating something new..

After some fiddling in what I want to do with my slumbering freelancing writing career I have finally come up with an old but new idea. This blog is part of my love for writing.

I always wrote and the best tests in school were always the language essay tests. I aced every single one of them. I also have an idea for a book trilogy which I need to get going with before someone else takes it away from me.

Maybe not the actual plots but the setting is not unique only to me but to anybody growing up at the same place as I did. Let's just refer it to Twin Peaks for now and you'll get the drift.

But now I have found a place where I can create an online magazine kind of blog. So that is where I've been hanging out for the past days. Letting out some steam if you will by starting to blog about a hobby of mine that has also been my source of income from time to time in my life.

Cause let's face it. A blog like this one I am typing on in the here and now may or may not interest everybody. There is little drama, no selfies and lavish travels being exposed here. But just plain old normal life.

To me that feels like heaven. I love this house in the countryside and cannot wait till my actual office with a garden view is done and ready. I can feel the nerves of creativity start to tingle just thinking about it. But till then I just sit on the sofa with the laptop and type.

And for the other project. Who knows, now when I have finally found what I am sensing is the perfect environment for it maybe it finally kicks off! I had the idea for years and fiddled around but never ever got it off the ground.

You reap as you sow

Part of not getting it to launch for sure has to do with bad self confidence.

This is partly from the way I was brought up. But is also part of  being trolled some years back. Being trolled has created scars in my soul and confidence I never ever would have thought possible.

Cause the evil in humanity is really way and beyond at times.

Yesterday I was told the woman that trolled me and by doing so partly ruined my previous career as an avid sports blogger now is getting trolled herself. Basically a heap load of other people that crossed her line of fire are now giving her the same kind of treatment she's been giving them.

I really want to be a nice person and try hard to be one and not wish harm on other people. Even so, in this particular case that is dating back to September 2016 the only thing I can think of is; karma

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